I do not wish to be tone deaf. Few days ago after the Dance ritual I had an intense experience of terror and feeling ungrounded. I did not feel that it was a personal attack rather I felt an opening of perception and was able to see the “dark forces” at play. Few days after, now we are at the Gate of War. I do not wish to be tone deaf and I do want to continue with my original text that was about Art. Because War (Mars) is the misplaced Life Force that should be used in the Form of Art & Creation (Venus).
The Original Text.
I believe not to the infallible of the Pope (as to my opinion he is just another member of the gang, rather a pawn); Because to have any form of Power in our World you must be part of it.
But I do belief in the infallible of the Artist-rather that the Artist should be protected by and for their Creation. Particularly the writer, because at any given moment they “take the freedom” to describe conditions that can be recognized as commonly experienced by all humans. Thus tapping into the field of Universal Consciousness. The Writers’s guide is Mercury (one that travels to the underworld). In a similar way musicians, sculptors, painters and the Artist in each one of us break through in another dimension. The expression of the Artist begins with Jupiter and is perfected by Neptune. The key is not to “get lost in it, and if you do, to manage to come out with the treasure at hand”, which is your Creation, the one that will touch hearts.
And this to my eyes is invaluable.
And we do so in the face of AI generated content of where all voices and truths are lost in the pit of a “dark void”. ~Sylvia’s notes.
This Solstice has Magick.
“The Queen is sitting on Her throne (Venus in 15th Taurus)
The Queen is holding the Scales
And the bull is making decisions
You can't even make this stuff up!
The Stars never lie.
This Solstice has some potent magick in it
You can tell by the songs that come along
By the people singing all around the World.
People are singing to the Sun
Sun is the King of this Day
Sun is the King of every day
And his Queen is sitting on the throne.
There is potent magick in this Solstice
And you are sitting by the stream
the flowing current is singing to the Queen.
I wish clean Water in your Path
Sparkling & blazing fire
Strong Earth to hold you
And a Wind full of Secrets to embrace you.
I wish to dance in front of the tight fist of this Universe
the One that is clenched closed and does not give its blessings (Saturn)
I wish to dance in front of the sealed Gates of blessings.
I wish to go to the Source.
You have been there before, you know what I am talking about.
I wish to dance my most wild dance
my most expanded, most ecstatic most melting dance
My most free dance
In front of the Gates that withhold love.
Is not them, is not the other person
Because for them is that
And for you it’s this…
And everyone has a Time that they come up by the sealed Gates.
So
I wish to dance my most beautiful dance like the naked Salome
Like the menacing Kali
Like Venus Herself
I wish to have the Force of a thousand Devis
And dance in front of the Gate that never opens.
I wish to climb the highest mountain
Give me a mountain to climb
But give it to me now and not tomorrow
Because tomorrow is reserved for Wisdom
And the Now is for Insanity (the little bit of Time left)
Give me the mountain now that I can still climb it.
There is potent Magick in this Solstice
There is Love & War.
And I had prayed for Mastery of Emotions
Not because I want to be a virtuous person
but because I can't take any more pain
What would a Human do to avoid pain?
Pretty much everything, even pray for mastery over emotions
Even say: Let me dance this dance in pure detachment (but you know you are lying to yourself)
Because when the pain comes, for each our own
Is the same old human pain
None of us saved from it.
I want to Dance in the Fire for the Sun King (because He can recognize Fire)
I want to be his Queen for a Day
I want to explain all the things I saw happening
In smoking hearths and tobacco laid paths (Ceremonial).
With my cosmic hips swirling the aurora
and a blazing pipe that becomes alive with prayer
an Owl wing to protect me
and Hermes’ Staff at hand.
I wish to open the Gates of the blessings of this Universe for All who need it
And when I go, they will come to my place of rest and plant flowers
And there will be rainbows and butterflies.
I will do it quietly with a nod, while in my dance.
I wish to open, with my over giving foolish heart
the Gates of the blessings of this Universe
the clenched fists and teeth
So that the children's Souls drink some sweet water
And the thirsty be quenched.
And I know I will, one day, I will (dance by the Gate)
That much I was promised
For whatever I touch will become butterflies.
Like planting a tree you will not live to see growing.
There is magick in this Solstice
may we receive the Sacred Key to unlock it
Savor it and sink in it for a day
So we can Rise anew.
Just for a Day.
Sun’s Day”.
*Note: On July 3rd-4th & 5th I am calling a Women’s Circle to Sing & Celebrate together. There will be music, dance, fire, good food and a lot more. Message me if you want to join us. It will be a small group and I am looking forward to hosting. ❤️